I'M NO SUPERMAN
I'm Nick. I'm nineteen and I live in New York. I live with my giant cat, Nala, and my fiance, Jeff. If I was Wall-e, Jeff would be Eve. Right now, I'm a student, so I just babysit. But one day, I'm gonna do something cool. Watch this space.
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  • Nick: You always get mad at me for telling you what you want, so I really try not to. I just kind of thought that it was established that you wanted a long engagement, because you said it yourself, and because you told me why yesterday, so I figured you still did. And I thought you got mad at me for making assumptions, but I was just repeating what you said and I didn't realize you'd get mad at me for that.
  • Nick: But then you get mad at me for asking what you want, because you don't know, and I'm supposed to automatically know that, and not ask. And then I just feel bad for talking, because whatever I say is going to annoy you, and it sounds like I'm blaming you, but I'm not, because I know it's just because I'm an annoying asshole. I'm sorry. I'll just leave you alone.
  • Nick: It stays light out pretty late at the minute, so don't wait up.
posted 7 hours ago with 1 note
#text: jeff

askjefferssterling:

Stop telling me what I want.

I give up.

posted 7 hours ago with 42 notes via askjefferssterling
#ch: Jeff

askjefferssterling:

I told you, I don’t know what I want.

You want a long engagement. How many years is that?

posted 11 hours ago with 42 notes via askjefferssterling
#ch: jeff

askjefferssterling:

Planning out the ‘perfect’ proposal, spending all that time preparing it, weeks keeping it to myself, trying to come up with the right words was pretty pointless if you don’t believe any of the things I said to you.

I do believe them. It just feels like you’re doing everything to please other people. I want you to have opinions about stuff, and I want us to talk about ideas, and a shared input, and I don’t want to feel like whatever I say, you’ll just go along with it to make me happy, unless it makes somebody else unhappy. I want to know what you want, not what your sister wants.

posted 12 hours ago with 42 notes via askjefferssterling
#ch: jeff

askjefferssterling:

Why would you ask me that?

Because it feels like you’re just doing it to shut me up. You don’t seem excited about your sister coming, and you keep giving me chances to change my mind. 

posted 12 hours ago with 42 notes via askjefferssterling
#ch: jeff

askjefferssterling:

Okay. I’m just going to go get some coffee or something.

Do you actually want to get married?

posted 12 hours ago with 42 notes via askjefferssterling
#ch: jeff

askjefferssterling:

What’s wrong?

Nothing.

posted 12 hours ago with 42 notes via askjefferssterling
#ch: jeff

askjefferssterling:

I don’t know. It’s a lot to think about.

Sure. It doesn’t matter.

posted 12 hours ago with 42 notes via askjefferssterling
#ch: jeff

askjefferssterling:

I’m sorry.

It’s okay. We could make scrapbooks or something if you want, to help you decide.

posted 13 hours ago with 42 notes via askjefferssterling
#ch: jeff

askjefferssterling:

I don’t know what I want.

I know.

posted 13 hours ago with 42 notes via askjefferssterling
#ch: Jeff