I CAN'T DO THIS ALL ON MY OWN

"You've gotta believe me when I say When I say the word "forever" And whatever comes your way We'll still be here together I know it's hard, I know it's hard But I understand you, just take my hand."

I'M NO SUPERMAN
I'm Nick. I'm eighteen, and I live in New York with my boyfriend, Jeff, and our cat. She's called Nala, and she's adorable. I go to Cooper Union for now and it's not really that great, but I guess it'll be a fun story to tell someday. I'm not really sure what I wanna do yet, but Jeff'll be there and it'll be awesome. Take my word for it. I guess if you wanna ask me stuff, or take a look around, that's what this page is for.
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I think we need to start over. I'm Jeff. We used to go to school together. I've always thought you were really cute, and fun. Anyway, I was wondering if you wanted to maybe have dinner with me sometime. There's this Italian place nearby.. So yeah. Dinner?

Really? That’s a coincidence because I’ve always thought you were pretty cute and fun too. Dinner sounds good, and Italian happens to be my favorite. You’re good at this.

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askjefferssterling:

No. It’s not.

Yeah, it is. You said that it was because of what I said. This is why I don’t talk. I should just keep my mouth shut.

askjefferssterling:

You don’t need to be sorry.

I do, though. ‘Cause it’s my fault that you’re all sad.

askjefferssterling:

No. I can’t go crying to my doctor all the time. What you said hit me hard. I’m just trying to come to terms with it.

Okay. I’ll just.. Okay. I’m sorry.

askjefferssterling:

No, I’m not. It’s just how I seem.

Maybe you should talk to your doctor.

askjefferssterling:

asknickwarbler:


There are millions of good things about you.

No. There aren’t. I just want to be the confident, fun guy you fell for…

You’re confident and fun when you’re happy. You just have to let yourself be happy.

askjefferssterling:

That’s just it. You’re trying to make me happy, but it’s not you that’s making me sad. It’s me. Because there’s not one good thing about me. I want to be better, I want to fix things, but I have nothing to build on. Every part of me is bad. So where am I meant to start?


There are millions of good things about you.

askjefferssterling:

I know I’m a nightmare. I disappear for days, I stop eating, I’m moody, I overreact, I’m stubborn. I know you think the best of me, but that doesn’t change how awful I am.

You’re not awful. I don’t want you to change, I just want you to be happy.

askjefferssterling:

That doesn’t make it any less true.

It’s not true. You know what I think about you. I constantly tell you how much you mean to me.

askjefferssterling:

Yes, fine. I’m not fighting. I refuse to fight with you. So you’re right. I’m an idiot. I’m pathetic. I need to get over myself. I’m trying.

Jeff, you’re not… I never said any of that.

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